Sunday, January 29, 2012

28/01/2012 its come to an END. :')


Its real different feeling when u not be with me anymore. I can't even cry myself out. I know we had our talk, and we both agree. U have ur reason,and I understand that. I respect ur decision. And I just want to let you know that, I have became a part of my life. I'm so happy that u gave a chance to be with u. To my ur life a little bit different. I wish the best for you. I hope u succeed what u would become. The LOVE from me to you will never end, eventhou this relationship end. 'Cause u're give me happiness when I'm with you. I'm proud to have you.I don't care what other people said that I'm a fools. 'Cause you are the love of my life. I'll miss ur GoodNight wishes, I'll miss Kissing ur forehead, I'll miss holding while u sleeping. I'll miss u holding my hand in the nite.and I'll miss waiting u at Terminal Bas Hentian Putra 4 o'clock in the morning. I Miss You. And I love You MegatM.M..

Deedee masih ade di cni utk BooBoo. Hubungan kite berakhir, tapi kasih sayang Dee kpd Boo masih ade,sampai hujung nyawa dee. Dee percaya kat boo. Dee syg kat boo. Dee rindu kat boo.

*Awak suke sgt xtekan bile wish GoodNight;
Iloveyou,Imissyou,Ineedyou forever and always. Saya sayang awak, Baby BooBoo Boocuk!
Muach*** <3 <3 <3

How to smile again?

Can i ever smile gain like last time? i missed it...i miss eveything...

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

12/07/2011 we found love in a hopeless place


From starting I never thought that we would maked it out.
But as times gone by, I fell in love with him. On 12/07/2011 he created me as DeeDee, I called he Booboo. We never met by that time, untill 19/09/2011, I ask him out. I asked him to wait me at the GSC, then when I'm on my way to GSC. He silently followed me at the back. That's the thing that I like about him. He is cute, he was so shy. He didn't even look me in the eyes. But I know, I will love HIM for the rest of my life.

Is been 5 months we dating, I'm still loving him. He give me everyday. He make my world shine. I got him in the night, I love it when he said "I Love you, I miss you, I need you, Forever and always." to me. I really do miss him a lot. I loved him, but I'm using the wrong way to shown him. All a while his been very understanding, very good to me. I'm the one who never realize that I'm hurting him. I kept on pushed on him. He got exam, he got his own problem. But me? Like a freakin' jerk who doesn't care what he feel.

I trying my best to change myself to be very good person for him. I hope he give me a chance to prove it.


BooBoo, as I promise, I love you, I miss you, I need you Forever and always. The day I stop loving you is the day that I close my eyes forever. <3 <3 <3

Thursday, July 21, 2011

3 years after.

Is been 3 years, i called it OFF. Eventhough i still love him...


People saying that LOVE is blind. I agree, but thinks back...while u're blinding, did do the best in the relationship? For me, yes i did. But at the end of the day... "goodbye".


i've grown up within these years, i met more friends. And i'd tried to get bck into the "love" mood. i failed. Thr's no one can be like him...but i rather be alone, than weste my time to fall in love with other guys. But anyway, he got his own life now, but i'll still gonna be prepare, be thr for him... I loved you, and i'm still loving you...










"abg cintakan ayg"


Love Jack.

Monday, June 29, 2009

What Makes A Boy Sexy!?



What really makes a boy/man sexy?

I'm not talking like personality,manners,funny,smart...and so on.

I'm talking about things a guy has done for you that made you instantly attracted or further like him.

So come on girlies,talk to me!Show your boyfriends/husbands/brothers and any male friends or family members this page,I'm sure it'll help them in the future if they're smart!


♥The ability to fess up to his mistakes. Very few boys do this and although sorry can't turn back time, it's nice to hear that you wish you could.

♥When he holds you like he never wants you to be held by another guy again.

♥When his voice softens talking to you.

♥When he gives you that look that says "I love you, please dont ever leave me." and you know it without him saying a word.

♥That shy smile that says he's happy to have you.

♥When he makes you walk on the inner part of the sidewalk and he walks closer to the traffic, it shows his security towards you.

♥When he spoons you when you're lying next to him (his chest is to your back with his arms around you).

♥He holds your hand when you're with him and his friends.

♥Bring her under your jacket when it's cold (a good girlfriend will know you're cold too so she won't ask for it and won't want you to be cold).

♥When he stands up for you in times of embarassment and when his friends (or yours) may be making fun of you.

♥He knows how to treat his girl, and isn't worried about being "whipped" or having his girl "whipped".

♥He loves her, and he lets everyone know it.

♥He's great with the parents.

♥He's great with the siblings.

♥Respect's you and your decisions, but will tell you (nicely) if you're making a bad choice (use your discression girls, don't let one trick you!).

♥He takes time to look you straight in the eyes, then tells you he loves you.

♥He holds you close when you cry.

♥He wants to take you out, alone.

♥He's good with small children.

♥He thinks everything you say is important, and he remembers it all.

♥When he calls you other [NICE, RESPECTFUL] names like baby- *KUDOS* to the boys who make up sweet, peronalized names for their girlfriends.

♥♥♥He dedicates an album on facebook to you alone or to the both of you.

♥When you can smell that strong and masculine scent from his shirt or whenever he comes near you.

♥When he can make you smile by just looking at him.

♥When he cheers you up with his jokes.

♥When they tease you playfully to get teased back.

♥When he wrestles you, and lets you win!

♥When you get angry at him and he'll never stop hugging you or let you out of his sight, and bonus if he offers to do favours so you'd laugh and be happy again.

♥When he can hold an interesting conversation with you for a long time.Okay ladies, let's face it...looks do matter!

♥The V-cut that leads to...his pants.

♥Strong arms to hold you with.

♥Muscular back.

♥Dimples.

♥Narrow, seductive eyes.

Monday, June 8, 2009

U was not thr...

AKU sayang KAMU...

Thursday, April 9, 2009

Finally~!


Hahaha....

There's always a the way...

Huhu...

Finally i've stay with my beloved...

Is really cool...

May it's hard to live without our family...

but we still have each other...

I believe in this relationship...

I have faith on it...

May be that what peopls called "Loved".

I never love before...

but i still going on to try...