12/07/2011 we found love in a hopeless place

From starting I never thought that we would maked it out.
But as times gone by, I fell in love with him. On 12/07/2011 he created me as DeeDee, I called he Booboo. We never met by that time, untill 19/09/2011, I ask him out. I asked him to wait me at the GSC, then when I'm on my way to GSC. He silently followed me at the back. That's the thing that I like about him. He is cute, he was so shy. He didn't even look me in the eyes. But I know, I will love HIM for the rest of my life.

Is been 5 months we dating, I'm still loving him. He give me everyday. He make my world shine. I got him in the night, I love it when he said "I Love you, I miss you, I need you, Forever and always." to me. I really do miss him a lot. I loved him, but I'm using the wrong way to shown him. All a while his been very understanding, very good to me. I'm the one who never realize that I'm hurting him. I kept on pushed on him. He got exam, he got his own problem. But me? Like a freakin' jerk who doesn't care what he feel.

I trying my best to change myself to be very good person for him. I hope he give me a chance to prove it.


BooBoo, as I promise, I love you, I miss you, I need you Forever and always. The day I stop loving you is the day that I close my eyes forever. <3 <3 <3

3 years after.

Is been 3 years, i called it OFF. Eventhough i still love him...

People saying that LOVE is blind. I agree, but thinks back...while u're blinding, did do the best in the relationship? For me, yes i did. But at the end of the day... "goodbye".

i've grown up within these years, i met more friends. And i'd tried to get bck into the "love" mood. i failed. Thr's no one can be like him...but i rather be alone, than weste my time to fall in love with other guys. But anyway, he got his own life now, but i'll still gonna be prepare, be thr for him... I loved you, and i'm still loving you...

"abg cintakan ayg"

Love Jack.